Maybe Tomorrow

Well for the most part, the awful fog seems to be residing at last yea. Haven't been able to see the sun for the 1st few weeks of the year yea. It is better now yea. I remember catching the glimpse of the sun on a walk back from a morning shift on a Sunday some weeks back I think. Yeah, that sounds so passe but you really tend to miss the silliest thing as long as you've been deprived of it long enough. I was happy at least. Foggy blue sky with a perfect slice of red cut in the middle. The Greeks thought that of the four elements, fire was the most purest. Well they base it as to how the universe is set up. Earth, the land. Water, the sea. Wind, the sky. And Fire, the Sun. It's like four layers with Earth in the middle with Fire being the outer layer after the other two.

I had an interesting work day around CNY too. Before I started work, I saw someone hauled away the police. I stood around a bit before making my back to work since I was late. Nearly slammed a door at someone in a wheelchair who was next to me watching the scene. After that fun incident started work. Later on, saw that guy in the wheelchair in the store again but this time the security was leading him out of the store. Didn't catch the full story as to what happened but heard him asking for free coffee. Anyway after work, saw 2 guys arrested outside my school. And up ahead past the school at the fire station, there was 2 cops with a dog sniffing the area for God knows what. At this point I felt something was off with the day in general. So finally made it to the neighbourhood until someone from his house called out for me. He said he saw me walking back all time(which is all too true). He came down to meet me and as I was walking to his house thinking of all the weird stuff that happened, I was thinking owh so finally it ends here hahah. But then again, yeah I didn't think he could really do anything since I just lived nearby from his place. Well turned out in the end, he was a pretty nice guy. Just wanted to sell some cigarettes from Iran ($3 for 3 packs was damn cheap too). Anyway went back after that.

CNY ... yeah not much going on... Yeah... sometimes I just feel that's all I have to say and so talking about here sometime seems pointless. I mean I want to report back home and say interesting things but I don't know... I am doing alright here for the most part, finally starting to make a few friends I guess yea... But it's starting to get busy here. Tests and whatnot. And yes it is hard that I'm not able to catch up with most of them since I don't wake up on time and on the other hand they're graduating soon too so yeah things will be very hectic these few weeks of course. Anyway Godspeed to them, I hope graduation will be great.

Yesterday, messaged AeA since I realised now that it's already been almsot half a year since I talked with him or Su. I'd like to say time went by slowly here while I know things must have picked up quick over there but the honest truth was that it passed by here so quick too without me really taking notice. The truth was that I would probably always head back to Sg before KK. I wished they all moved to KL. I mean it's not fair. Back then, if I wanted to go back to KK from Sg, I only needed to work bout two weeks before going over. But now I had to plan for months. Things would be easier if they all lived together. This and the rest heading to NS yea... But yeah, I just missed home alot. Anf they're all finally making their way to the world too. School was almost up. And so I started to think about everything again. But had a test the next morning so I decided to forget it and catch some rest. I ended up 'forgetting' it all night...

The next morning I got a call which was weird since my phone was pretty much deadweight these days. It was AeA hahah, and yeah I was suprised alright. Well he caught me before I was heading to class. He was working in Digi( something like M1 for Malaysia yea) so he had free calling hahaha :D It definitely made my day. It was very good to hear from him again. I needed somthing to hold on to at least, I mean it's been a piss-poor month so far... I mentioned this to Ivan too, I mean... 22... this was where life was taking us... we all were off doign our own things... Chan's doing well in Penang, president of the Bowling Club:) N is doing well there, I hope to meet her in London this year yea : )Su? He's off to KL to... hahah work with AeA.. they will get to work together :)... And yeah, AeA's the same guy... Chan is coming back home this year finally I heard. And it really is one my great hopes to climb Mount Kinabalu with them. It's definitely past 5 years... I'll probably never forget hahah. We will always have time to talk crap now, and later on too. Yes the gay-meter just broke but screw it.. I'm very glad that things are still good. And that will be good enough to make it for the next month.

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