A Slight Case of Overbombing

Hmm well yeah its been ages since I last posted anything.. guess was somewhere in between lack of mood to blog & hmm just living yea..

Well suffice to say, a lot of things happened like.. hmm there was the most infinitely-delayed Zoo trip : ) That was a bunch of fun, no Ah Meng's graveyard unfortunately.. Well yeah I actually got to see Kenny the Terrible Lizard aka Komodo Dragon, cool yea :) Got to see some really cool giant tortoises:D Plus the amazing , harder than Iron Man's back , kangaroo balls. Well yeah I'm glad we got to finally go to the zoo yea haha :D

Plus also recently NYP had BandzOut yea:D Went down to check out Hazel's band, Absence of Presence to perform but yeah it turned out the performance would be in a studio room so yeah we couldn't fit in >.<.. Hmm a suprise, Gilbert was there too , and also Gui Sheng hahah :) Yeah small world yea lol.. But hmm yeah despite what I think is flat-out stupid organizing( the auditions are held outside of school while the finale is at school... lame...),it was definitely cool seeing friends doing their thing .. And heard from Gui Sheng that he got in and so as Absence of Presence, Cheers :D

Also after Spore Con, got a call from Chan.. Yeah it was out of the blue, it was definitely nice to hear from an old friend.. It's been ages since the last time I saw him.. So yeah hopefully at August, AeA will make enough $$$ so he can fly over and we can finally have some kinda small reunion... with that... I realized... that we were nearing that 5 year gap.. Whether we would haha still have time to talk crap.. or more importantly would we be talking.. and yeah... we're nearing that 5 year span from graduation.. that was quick yea? And though I guess not all of us are with us on the same page but yeah glad that some of us still maintain contact yea : )
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My fave Smallville scene : ) I like how it shows even with all his powers there are just somethings he is powerless,like preventing peple dying.. Hmm Superman's weakness is Kryptonite but I rather think his true weakness.. is that he is alone in respect that he's nearly invincible.. that all the people he cares about aren't.
Well my fave shot is the scene with Clark & the angel statue.. very symbolic :)
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Hmm well finally handed down the SIDM Crub yea :) Though I thought the voting was a bit hmm ... but I guess its their responsibilities from here on. And yeah that's the way it should be.. Well the state of things these days... Hmm... guess... it's not some big fight or argument that will end things.. I see its just takes silence yea... Okay maybe I'm being slightly over dramatic when I say "end" but yeah things just aren't the same .. its far more complicated because there's no fight that caused this ... and the worst thing is not knowing how to make it better anymore..

I guess I'm probably worried things will be like when I left KK... Probably 1 of the hardest experiences was coming back home last year to find out my two best friends were no longer on speaking terms with each other.. I remember actually having to sneak around with AeA & not let the other party know... There was so much tension between 2 former best friends... And yeah it was a weird thing because .. they were both still close to me but not each other so I had to plan separate events to make sure they weren't going to be in the same place.. yeah.. long story short, coming back home to find that your friends aren't close anymore is just horrible...

Hmm well talked briefly with Han Ming about this.. how I hoped things would be good when I came back next time.. but yeah it really won't be my place to do anything once I leave .. And I've come to terms with the hard truth that this year is the closest I'll ever be with them.. After I move, there won't ever come such a time again. I say that, with the utmost regret but... yeah it is the truth... "You can never come home again" .. I think that's true in the sense.. things will never be the same as when you left... I just hope that things get better yea... Alright 'Nuff said ..

Well its nearing July... I'm starting to pack up.. hmm just the other day my living room sofa was moved out of the house... hmm to buy a new sofa for the new residents of the place when we leave.. Starting to read up to on the lifestyles there.. Hmm you'd think I'd be pretty good at this by now.. I mean moving & restarting... but yeah in a way.. it has to be hard... if it ever gets easy to leave everything & everyone then that's the day I die inside yea. Hmm yeah... more on this later.. there's still much to be done here..

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