Echoes, Patience, Silence, and Grace

Hmm decided to finally decided to cast a Phoenix Down on this rotting blog yea
Well some updates on some updates on some recent events yea :)

Well awhile ago SIDM had this event , Fusion yea :D Hmm it was pretty fun yea :D Hmm well 1st day I was traffic usher yea. After that we tried heading over to Hippos.. but damnit it was closed. So far its Hippos - 4 Kenny - 0 and alot of time wasted >.>

Put some pics up once I get them yea :D

Well during the holidays, we started playing Cabal.. Hmm this game is probably chief reason why most blogs have gone rotting yea lols ..

Well after Fusion went for a Zone overnight cycling yea : )
Never did anything like this so yeah it sounded like fun.. It was hmm Bedok to Changi Village yea hahah...
Hmm haiz.. they didn't have a lorry or we didn't see 1 this time, I had to carry my sling bag which was damn, damn heavy all the way.. And yeah I'm pretty clumsy too lols.. But yeah the cycling was hmm alright actually.. Maybe I got a good bike but my butt pain wasnt that bad lol.. Yeah that sounded uber gay especially since we were at Changi after all hahah XD But yeah hmm it was a pretty fun Amazing Race-esque event yea..

Our motto went from " We can win this" to " we can finish this " :) -- > : }

Hmm hahah 1 event had to jump a jump rope, never mind the fact that I absolutely should never be placed near a jumping rope due to danger I may bring to me or those around, but trying to jump 8 jumps after 6 hours of cycling was really insane lol :D Hmm plus there was that legendary butt pain road that I heard from Vincent & Jing Long lol.. That was really long & almost never ending.. But yeah there was a sense of accomplishment after finishing it yea :) Hmm my fave moment was when we were cycling near the night sea... Hearing the waves crash along the shore.. really made me feel peaceful.. so yeah hahah hopefully the next chalet really will be at Sentosa yea : )

Well reached home around 9am and slept for 3 hours;} Hmm well we were celebrating Clarence & Vincent at Kbox so yeah hahah dragged myself outta bed and headed out lol :) Hmm those who were there on time, we had lunch yea :)

At kbox it was Vincent, Clarence, Alvin,Ber,Ivan,Jake,Cynthia,Guo Dong,Jing Ru,Zhi Feng, Theo and Jing Long yea :D Hmm it was a fun afternoon.. we sang from 4-7pm yea hahah.. It was definitely loads of fun friends singing yea :) Hmm the last song was almost the The Last Song from A1 hahah :) Not sure who was the perfect genius who picked that song hahaha :)
We had a blast :D

Afterwards, met up with MF, Joe and Han Ming yea :) We went to have dinner before slacking around at PS yea : ) Hmm aferward went for pool at Amk with Ber & Ivan lol.. By the end of the night it was pretty much the opposite of the early morning when I came back home.. Instead the pain from my butt travelled to the opposite end of the body and my head was on the fritz yea:)

Hmm I really liked the day I thought , it was nice.It was nice seeing most of us gathering and having fun. This plus the fusion yea :D

For the longest while... SIDM ... I felt there was some kinda dry season ... like everything just felt stale , I mean everything seemed done already or we just seemed tired from something yea... but Im glad that vibe was gone.. and well to me at least , I thought today we were having lotsa fun tgt yea :D I really missed that.. Things seemed kinda complicated last time, missed when things were easy and simple.. but yeah felt alot better after today yea :)
Well our next event is the OGL camp yeah :) Cant wait hahah :)

News on some friends for friends :)
Hmm well heard that Ang is going to work on at an oil derrick in the sea near Labuan later this year... He's probably the 1st close friend to really start working of everyone around me I guess... Nadia seems to be doing fine over with dentistry at Lithuania hahah... that place sounds like a made place like Narnia or Terabithia : )

Hmm well I had nice chat with Su ...and hahah... my luck is shit I guess... When two of my best friends might be coming to work at Singapore... I move away.. I mean.. probably the thing I wanted most when I moved here, was just to have a friend from home to be with here.. I mean I know they would have loved it here yea. My timing is terrible I guess ...

In a year's time, most of us is going to graduate ... Life is going to begin... I mean .. school's out.. We're going to have to think about working for the long stretch of our lives from then on... I'm not that worried about that as I am about my friends though.. I really hope everyone keeps in touch after work, going far off to find their place in their world whether that's Ozzy or some bar at Bangkok.. Yeah same goes for here, hope even after the guys go NS and the girls start working .. hope we still keep in touch yea lol...

爬过的那棵树 又何时变得渺小
趁时间没发觉 让我带着你离开

As for my NY resolution? Hmm it's 3 months in... and ... maybe I should know when to stop... Hmm I wished belief would become reality but yeah ... I haven't been that lucky... and maybe now..

你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
我真的沒有天份

Haiz... and well yeah ... guess I'd be lame to quit my NY resolution so early... but yeah... I can tell we are no longer going to be like that ever again.. I understand that life is busy but in my heart logic is not king and it will never add up yea.. I will never understand how easy it was for you... Just wished things would always be like that day at Karumbunai beach... time or distance didn't seem to matter back then...

Someone once wrote "Blessed are the hearts that can bend for they can never be broken"

But I wonder... if there's no breaking then there's no healing.
And if there's no healing then there's no learning.
If there's no learning then there's no struggle.
But the struggle is a part of life you see...
So then must all hearts be broken?

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