Fight or Flight

Damn been fickkin busy past few days yea :D

Well last Saturday we had ourselves SIDM Sports day:D Well was supposed to be 1 of the organizers but hmm ended up playing soccer instead ...Well how was the only Year 2 & DET team in the soccer games?Err less said the better lols.. but yeah it was interesting ya : ) Hmm Yong Yi was ref while Cyn & Guo Dong were both hmm.. commentators?

After our amazing play we closed down the Sports Day event lols. Hmm after that, we went to slack whole day at hub. Joe , Ivan, Cyn, Ber, Huajin, Wesley, Reswan, Derek, Zf, Jake , we went to look around in the hub where Ber was on top form today & caught like alotta cute fuzzy thingies yea hahah :D After that finally killed a craving & ate sum gud waffles at Nebo :D

Then we played Uno stack. Pretty fun hahah, very kanchong game lols. Cyn was owning in this game tho lols. Hmm they almost hit a record of a stack at 3 pencils height lols :D



Well yesterday, we all(Ming Fang(Hmm I wonder how a b'day with out the b'day boy/girl would be like), Joe, JingLong,Clarence,Bogard,Cyn,Ber,Trudy,Ivan,ZhiFeng & Derek) went for Ming Fang's 21st bday at Seoul Garden yea :D Food was pretty nice yea :D
Talked alot about Edison's recent overexposure lols XD That too & alotta funny stupid stuff heheh :)


Joe & MF :)

Spicy Soup :P


Der & Trudy just cut their hair recently & Cyn hair looks short here too Cool cool :D

The crazy table where you must uber hi-lvl to understand lols


Hello Tim Sum :D(Choc Muffins were awesome!)


Hello Desert :D

21.. MF decides to get into a career of boxing... Boxing world, watch out!

After that we wanted to slack around but it was a bit too late so we went back. Well hmm Zf, Ber, Derek,Clarence, Ivan & me went to play pool at AMK yea :) Bah haha nice & fun night:D

-:::English:::-
Bobo told me something that sounded so crazy I looked it up at Wiki & found it, where the word "ghoti" is pronounced as fish.
Ghoti is a constructed example used to illustrate irregularities in English spelling. It is a respelling of the word fish , and like it is pronounced /ˈfɪʃ/. It has,

gh, pronounced /f/ as in laugh /læf/;
o, pronounced /ɪ/ as in women /ˈwɪmɪn/; and
ti, pronounced /ʃ/ as in nation /ˈneɪʃən/.
-:::WtF?:::-

Detour
4 years ago...

I remember 2004.. Hmm AeA said five years later wondered if we'd still have time to talk crap..

Sometimes it feels like yesterday.. Graduating high school, saying our goodbyes. Those feelings you only get at 17 or 18 that nobody in the history of the world has been this close or have loved this fiercely or laughed as hard...At graduation, the plan was so simple : In 4 years , we'll be done with our studies and we can come back home..

Back then KK was my whole life... I wanted to live there with the people I grew up with.. I'm sure for most, high school will always be the "Golden Era Of Friends" in your youth yea. But here,now... northing's ever that black & white... At the moment, I'm nowhere near the end of my studies.. AeA's graduating this year & hmm most of them too.. They're going to start their working lives this year... By 2010, I know more than 1 of us would have walked down the aisle... It's been 4 long & estranged years... I remember a friend saying.. It is the end... the end of something simple... but its the beginning of something complicated but beautiful... Well you were 2/3 right...

Being with the friends you grew up..

Sometimes it feels just like yesterday....And sometimes.. sometimes it feels like someone else's memories...

Life saddest truth... is that you only get to remember the past.. you'll never get another chance to relive it ever again. Yeah.. I've said before... the truth is definitely absolute.. Especially true when its even more cruel than any lie ever could be.

We need to do see this through..

I know it's a bit late but I have 1 solid New Year's resolution... Well of 1 them is that I'm going to try .. I miss the smiles & laughs. I hope by the year's end things will be somewhere there... I just wished you'd meet me halfway at least.. Pride means nothing when it comes to matters of the heart.. I'm going to try for this year...It's hard yea... I mean I can't believe how fast we fallen afoul of the distance already.

Hmm back then having that "exit" from all the world's problems was more than nice.
It made me believe the world wasn't such a screwed up place than I know it is. The thing was I know you felt the same way when things were good...

And now to see how things have changed since you moved away... When I see you online and don't even considering saying hello-- that's when I really miss you the most. Sure.. I thought it was a matter of letting it just fade, letting the pain just wash over me... I thought I was getting over you too by saying nothing but all I did was just remind myself how far apart we've grown ... you don't even have time for small talk now & I guess the worst thing is that... I'll always remember you as some1 I could have my heart on my sleeve & just talk ... but yeah I mean sometimes I think you really are busy since it is hectic there because most of us from home hasn't chatted much with you either... But it doesn't make it easier...to know how things are now versus the memory of how close we were... it does hurt... It does make you want to trade all your tomorrows for a single yesterday...

And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

but yeah this year I'll try & close the gaps yea... I do miss you Lynn, simple as that... If I don't try, no1 else's going to bother to salvage yea..

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