2008 is here! : D

Hmm well been away from the pc for quite some time since yeah I'm waiting on my dad to fix it up when he gets back yea. Holidays went by pretty quick... hmm there was painting at Ber hse, hmm for X'mas we went to Orchard & thon yea :D And alotta furniture shopping this past few days lols XD

For the last day of the year, started out with going over to Ikea with Ber,Cyn,Jake,Han Ming & Cong Zheng yea. Hmm Jake & his retardeness was well overwhelming yea hahah . After that went to Bedok to have dinner with hmm ... Ivan,Vin,Zf,Clarence, Cher Shen.JL, Joe,MF,Theo & Linus yea. Well yeah after that went to Tampines to get a movie ticket before heading over to hmm Boat Quay to watch the fireworks in the sky yea :D.. But hmm it was being blocked 1/3 by the damn Fullerton Hotel. Hahah 1st fireworks display in my life that got blocked yea lols.








Stupid Hotel ..

But yeah it was nice yea, hmm and yeah things have come a long, long waaaay since last year's .. hmm.. a power walk from Raffles to Amk with Ivan yea lols. Last year it was only us & it was nice seeing most of our frends with us the time around yea :D Hmm 2007... I remember didnt get to finish up a year's resolution yea... Hmm well yeah it's been one Hell of a year yea?...

Hmm there was joining Parade Of Schools yea :D POS was great too! Got to meet alotta new ppl in sch & church this year yea. CG was much closer yea too :D Emerge, though it was 1st & sadly now last one, definitely an amazing event yea :D

Hmm well there was ... owh the 2nd return yea... Hmm it was before sum of them were leaving for KL & doing their stuff around the world. Yeah hmm a part of me wanted more on the 1st few days since it was KK. Hmm I remember King Park's Hotel .. getting teary talking with AeA about how hard it was around that time for me to be away from home yea... Hmm rememeber that sense of absolute freedom that night driving around with him & Mandy, Su & Sandra at town looking for the night safari hahas.

Hmm yeah & sadly this year realised a rift this year between some1 ... The friendship I had cherished so much wasnt really all gone but it just wasnt the same anymore.. Time & distance, well fcuk u two. I can blame it all on that but the truth was hmm I guess you were too busy right.. Yeah maybe thats the way it should be with the new life over there... but hey at least I know I tried to hang on yea... Always and Forever?...that's what sucks...I always will... It sucks now, cause I know you went & moved on yea... But yeah anyway I'm sure any1 who's been burnt knows this... One day you realise that if you stop contacting that person, that person aint ever gonna talk to you & yeah I mean your pride says I dont need that person in my life anymore... but the the real truth is that if you stop looking for the peson, than you might lose whatever you had & everything that happened is void .And when you think about it... It's all too important to just let go, you can't bear to lose this relationship..Even though things will never be the same again, despite the numbness & separation anxiety, against all sound logic, you're too stupid to move on because you somehow think that eventually it'll work out someway. But it hasnt yet & yeah I know things arent the same anymore now.. Hmm I guess a quote from a friend sums this up... " The farthest distance is not between life & death.. It's the distance between my heart & yours, and you not knowing how much I care"

If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn
Don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
And it's tearing me apart
It's ruining every day
I swore,
I swore I would be true
And honey, so did you
So why were you holding her hand?
Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time?
Was it just a game to you?
But I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger...
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to...do you have to...do have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just want to be with you
And I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger
Do have to let it linger?
Do you have to...do you have to...do have to let it linger?

And I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger
Do have to let it linger?
Do you have to...do you have to...do have to let it linger?

You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger
Do have to let it linger?
Do you have to...do you have to...do have to let it linger?

Hmm well the last event I can recall I guess of 2007 is pretty much the biggest one.. The news I was moving away to Canada.. I mean just when I was settling in nicely & seeing how I could grow up here .. I gotta leave everything for well.. nothing... and in a place where its so different... I dont know whether I'll adapt so well... But yeah... I wasnt worried about that as much as hmm the fact i was leaving this place yea.. Rite .. I already went through this on some other emo post hahas, yeah hmm the only absoulute truth is that I'm going to miss every1 here yea ;)

Well yeah I know it sounds like I had a crummy year rite lols... Well haha you would be wrong lols, 2007 was my fave year in Sg lols . There was of course OGLs & all the new friends coming in our lives because of that. Yeah, Cheers to that at least, it's been such a huger life since then yea.. I mean it just would be too sad to imagine this year if we all hadn't clicked yea. I'm glad for that & I know that goes for every1 too yea. DET & DMD, SIDM. Yeah haha who knew? we ended up fine as friends yea ... hahah I remember on that power walk last year saying to Ivan that hopefully for 2007... maybe we would meet some new friends from DMD and then we would have more ppl that were "on" And things would be funner :D so yeah that was true right?Cheers! No names need here yea :D Hmm it was nice getting to meet up every now & then & yeah this year rawked :D It was very fun yea :D Thnks for the great year hahas~

Hmm well by now its 2008!!! 2007 is gone, so yeah unless ur a calendar maker with tons of backstock of 2007 calenders, it's time to celebrate. Cheers to 2008 & hope it goes well :D!

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