July : Summer MadnesS~

Well July had its share of events yea =)

Hmm after finishing a school test, went to Vivo City( Finally =)!!! ) but for a pretty strange reason; beans lols. Well actually ZRhong wanted to get jelly beans & hmm Candy Empire has alotta candy yea =) I never knew there were so many flavours for a jelly bean, there was like 40 lols, with flavours like buttered popcorn and bubble gum, it reminded me of those Harry Potter candy with alotta flavours yea. Well went with Ivan & ZR. Vivo ... hahah was pretty damn cool, reminded me of Marina Square a bit but anyway was glad I finally came to Vivo yea =) The clothes were great and there was a "make-your-own-bag shop" which had loads of nice designs yea =) The place was pretty huge Also realised Sentosa was nearby hahah, really wanted to go over but too late already lols. Should head over to there, it's been waaay to long since sea & sand escapades yea =) 'Still my fave place at Vivo was the outside area had the sea & the outside area by the sea was really scenic. Loved the ambience of the place yea... Hmm and it reminded me of Sutera Harbour actually... well dinner time, as usual I told them I wasn’t eating since I was dead broke but they bought me dinner . It was nice of them to do especially when they’re weren’t very rich in the pockets too hahah=)

I really liked this day, it harkens back to days of old before Sidm and everything that came with the OGLs or even before we made friends out of our class… I remembered a time where it was just our class and us going bowling & pool nearby. I realsied hmm how nice some of the friendships I made over at NYP, I mean it was really all so easy & simple; we came in the school alone so we all needed friends at the time so everything came naturally yea. Hmm it was nice for 1 evening to just hang out with old classmates (yeah actually haha only 2) but it was a nice and simple night =)

Well this month had alot of B'days , celebrated Ivan's & 20th and Trudy's yea, alotta friends back home also turning 20 as well =) Hmm 20, it just seemed like an age I'd never reach when I was a kid. I mean, we're finally 20 this year... As a kid, I always thought how adults must be so different than kids. Of course when you grow from the kid to the adult, I see just how close we still are. How our childhood and the growing out of it is still a huge part of us yea…
Well recently the cell group had a fun event called, Code Red. It’s sorta like Amazing Race around Marina Square with a dash of National Day celebration preparations lols. And how did we (SOCGP) do for the event? We actually won but well we were the oldest group there so it wasn’t that big a victory hahah =) It was a nice event & felt pretty united with the friends in cg overall yea =)


Other then that, the idea of moving away from Singapore to Canada is becoming increasingly more real… Well I realized how much I'm going to miss this Poly life of seeing every1 and always just being close with every1 here… After this, its NS for them, we definitely won’t be able to hang out as often yea. Hmm just now I mentioned Sutera Harbour and it just got me thinking about the fireworks and also New Year's Eve ...KK... This year actually I don’t think I will be at home for NYE... I remember how much I knew I was going to back for Nye but now ... I just don’t know... A part of me feels that I'm going to be leaving Singapore soon so I might want to spend a NYE here with my friends here before I go off...
Hmm planning to be going over to KL actually around September, who knows I just might get to run into my KK friends over there, it would be great... Hmm that line says it all yea, principalities have changed... Since I came back actually was really numb about KK, I just felt very blocked off and felt that the distance was too much and going back to just SMS & MSN was too damn hard. I felt like that for the longest time. I was living my life here and I realized one day that I was going to miss NYE at KK and a huge part of me was okay with that. I know that our friendship is strong because both you & I won’t allow it to die off but we really have no control over the time or the distance between us. It’s hard... Nobody here knows any of my friends back home, and none of my KK friends know anyone over here as well.

Honestly felt I was drifting away from my friends at home until, well I actually got to talk with Sandra. I just had a nice and hearty chat; it has been ages since I really really talked with a friend from home, it felt so nice to breakthrough of the gloominess that I felt was building up since coming back from the 2nd homecoming. The human being is a complex creature full of thousand dials and gauges, but it's scary that we can only read a few of them. I guess sometimes all it takes to get you up again is some simple words like : "I miss you"...I guess a real talk with a friend was the cure to all the confusion of my hometown yea lols. Hmm I really hope that my KK friends could come over here just once, so I could take them around town. They would love it here yea... Yeah, I really miss them ! =)

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