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Wednesday, 20 June 2007
Happenstances - 1/2 year to go =)

Hey dere =)

Well I havent updated my friendster blog in like ages, hahah .. So I decided move into Blogger , neways yeah alotta things since well my last post... And I swear I'll get to my KK trip post lols, its to important to me to miss out on yea.

Well 2007.. we've cleared the half year mark already. It's been an amazing half year so far, hmm like what changing classes.. 2nd year, well actually the only real people from my old class that I will consistently know I will see is Ivan,Israel and Ajay. Feels kinda weird not being with them anymore, I was the only guy from my class to head to TD afterall lols. But well the TD ppl are all frendly and easy to get along with so hahah it aint all that bad yea =) That lead to a whole batch of new circle of friends yea=) and joining OGL was a great experience . It was great being in part of SIDM too yea =)

Hmm what else... well got a chance to go to Japan hahah. Hmm what can I say about the place, I mean from my point of view, the anime and manga's description of Japan... is absolutely true lols. The people are all damn beautiful hahah, and the food 's high and impossible prices are a myth, it's not that expensive . About $SD9 for a meal, the taste is worth it of course.Tho at some places it felt like I was eating at relative's palce while eating there, I mean the ambience of the place just felt really "homely" The people are all really respectful, even met a dog that seemed polite, when a tourist wanted to take a pic of a temple, the dog was lying there in the view. It saw the tourist taking the pic and moved out of the way to sleep somewhere else hahah , cute=) Hmm the forests there felt as if you were in a Eastern fairy tale, it just really takes you away yeah =) Tho I was only in Japan for a few days, I loved it and yeah hope to return someday yea =)

Emerge! Emerge was an awesome conference for me, I felt things that were real and deep. POS(parade of schools- fancy name for cheerleading =)) was fun and I don't regret joining it lols. My 1st Emerge, it was really nice and really set us on fire yea. I hope all that energy and excitement will not end at Emerge and we continue to be fervent yea. Hmm well it wasn't till I came to City Harvest that I became a real Christian, real in the sense I knew I wasnt just coming to church to appease friends or seek some kinda salvation from whatever crap I did that week... I used to ask how could there be a God with all the suffering in the world, how could there be a God when there are rich people wasting their money each week when there are families starving in the world. I realise now, I couldnt get the answers because I was asking all the wrong questions. Hmm I was really touched by all that Sun did for those kids in China, it made me feel everyone as human beings should rise up and make this world a better place regardless of race or religion.

I'm now working at a wine bar called QuePasa. I kinda understand now what Yuri meant when he said Bala was one of the better places to work at. Hmm I dont really like working at QP, it feels like Im not learning anything new, and I hope to get a freelance writing job online actually... well actually found out that my manager died recently... Okay, honestly I wasnt very close with the guy, but I just thought it was kinda strange.. well just the other day I was talking about how obnoxious he was sometimes and the next day some1 tells me after I ask them where he is since it was weeks since I saw him and then I learn that he was killed last month.

Hmm this is probably the 3rd death that I remember, 1st time.. hmm besides pets , was well I remember at SRS when a kid who shall not be named here was killed in a car accident. Well the kid was in Primary 6 while I was in Pri4 at the time, I remember sitting in the bus with a friend of his who just well told us how it felt. I remember not really thinking about it too much, I just thought, it must be hard for his friends and family. 2nd time would be well a girl who lived across my house. She just finished SPM I think... hmm she was supposed to be free from school and finally be able to pursue all her dreams that she had worked for during school. Instead ...she died on the same year she found out she was diagnosed with brain cancer.Thats how fast it was, she found out she was sick early in the year and passed away alter on the year.. With this, I really hope my friends well try to refrain from using handphone too much. Thats how she got the cancer and it was just hard for her family...

On holidays now, well it was nice getting a break since school started. I know this goes for me and probably everyone else around me, 2007 has been a hectic year so far. People are getting in relationships, going into NS, getting to uni, being part of student council and just whole other things. This was a holiday that felt much deserved hahah =) Well hmm saw kim from bala , ages since i saw ne1 from bala really lols, well ivan did see me working at QP which felt all too weird but it was nice seeing him again hahaha. But yeah it was nice seeing her again, hadn't bumped into her for well I think a year ya.

Hmm well as for things back at home, lots of them starting to get their uni results back and well alot of them are leavin KK. AeA , Su and Ang will graduate in a year's time. Hmm there are some coming to KL uni yea, so at least hmm I have some more friends on this side of Malaysia hahaha =) Feelings for home are kinda weird now... not sure how to explain but its just everytime when I talk with a friend from home, its been weeks apart.. And I just feel that me feeling normal about that is wrong. KK will always be home, and I really want me to feel it so for my life yea~

Well actually one last major news for me... its actually about something that I hadnt even thought about since we knew we were moving to Singapore... Well we actually got a reply from the place we wanted to go to before here...Whats the story/morning glory? Well my dad wants me to leave everything and head to canada... We'll be getting the final reply in a few months... The thing is... I'm bound by NS and the cash bonds I taken, if I leave then I wont be coming back unless I want to visit a 4 by 4 room with no windows with metal bars. My dad wants me to study Uni at Canada, after all the friendships I made at Singapore, I just dont want to leave... I like it here, I mean I like the lifestyle and KK isnt so far. I could imagine living here for my life... but if I choose to live at Singapore there wont be anyone to support me lols... Haiz... why the Hell do I have to move so much in my life... 2x in frickkin enough...

Half a year left, only around 180 days left... Well hope the rest of the year goes well for us all yea...

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